A PROMISE..

A Promise...
Allah will not promise you endless blue skies,
but he did promise to help bear your burden.
Allah didn't promise that all of your dreams will come true,
but he did promise that it's possible to reach them.

Allah didn't promise that everything in your life will turn out as you planned,
but he did promise that your prayers will be answered.
Allah didn't promise that you'll become wealthy,
but he did promise to give you everything you need.
Allah didn't promise that you'll never feel lonely,
but he did promise that he would always be there for you.

out of mind..

exam lagi 2 hari..

arggggh cuak..

otak dh xboley nak berpusing secara normal..

notes yang saya bace pun dah xmasuk otak..

aduhai cik 'otak' tolong la digest sbyk mungkin!!

sesetengah org akan ckp "padan muka!sape suro study last minute!"

at least better late than never kan??!!..hehe;)...dasar pemalas..

problem terbesar before exam ni adalah nak start revise..

mesti mcm xde mood mase 1st paper pastu akan cuak yg melampau..

sampai xtau nak study ape..ape nak jadi,jadi la..

~redah je la..

last skali,give up!tutup lampu tidur..wasalam..

hadoih..melingkup la kalo selalu buat camgini..

jawab ntah ape2,dpt gred macam hampeh,pointer meraban..

tapi hati berbisik"cik kak oii,awak tu dah nak masuk final year,pointer tu jage2 sket, karang xpasal2 menjunam xke haru,mcm mane nak cari kerja nanti,ape kes masuk universiti setakat nak dapat degree yg xde class langsung!!"

~adessss...

tapi betul gak kan..kalo difikir kan balik..

teringat pulak kate2 lecturer saye,dulu mase masuk 1st year beriya ikrar nak belaja bagai nak rak..tapi xhabes 1st year lagi dah memain..buat badak je dengan result yang makin lame makin ntah ape2..

~apekah aku merepek pasal result ni..kawan2 sekalian dan pembaca yang dihormati..tolong doakan hamba allah yang sorang ni(sayelah) yang sangat pemalas..

tengah2 ekonomi mcm xbetol ni jangan buat pasal..karang xpasal2 kene tanam anggur kalo result hampeh..

i always question..mengapa result perlu jadi ukuran..bcoz sometime org yg score pun,they dint know a thing!!certain ppl ade kelebihan utk memorize n they just memorize n muntahkan d notes balik in d exam..d prob with me is that,i dint memorize,i just write what i understand..tapi nak buat mcm mane,thts the 1st thing org akan tengok,not how smart we are but how does our transcript look like..

P/S:entry kali ni agak merepek n ade unsur2 luahan perasaan yg takde sudahnye..but who cares rite!ppl dnt give a damn bout how others feel..they just think abt themselve..adakah anda terasa?no worries..i'm not talking about u..jangan pening kepala kalo tak paham..kerana hanya saya dan YANG DI ATAS faham ape yang tersirat..

E.X.A.M M.O.D.E

NO PAIN, NO GAIN..

detik semakin hampir..

sejak akhir2 ni byk sangat berita tentang kematian..
secara xlangsung hati berdetik..
what if i die today or real soon??
cukupkah amal or dosa yang menimbun?!!

ajal tak mengenal usia..
sekelip mata roh boleh direntap dari jasad..
yang tinggal hanya sekujur tubuh kaku yang bakal bersemadi di dalam tanah..
apakah akhirnya??
SYURGA ATAU NERAKA..

AL-FATIHAH

AL-FATIHAH..
buat uncle razi(my dad's cousin) yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 16oct2008 at 11a.m..
semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya..

hidup yang rumit..

exams is around d corner..
gimana seh mau score??
any idea ppl??
makin lame makin susah..
me n my friend dah came to a conclusion dah(maybe we silap ambik course..hahaha)
wut a chicken statement right??well..biase la..dah cuak habes ni..
dis sem horror habes eventho i hav a marvelous lecturer..
all d subject mencabar ketahanan mental yg tahap menggunung..
most of d subject stressed on the concept n i'm d opposite..i mmg xbley masuk dgn all those concept..sakitnye otak ku..
belajar,belajar!!stop complaining!!
~perjuangan belum selesai..never say die before u try!!!

RE Raya

remember i wrote previously on how i wish to have a re raya..well..my dream come true..hehehe..it was unplanned actually,my friend wanted to come 'beraya' n at d same time my parents's friend wanted to come as well..its not actually an open hse bcoz we dint invite so much ppl(kpd sesiapa yg nak dtg,dtg la my hse sentiasa terbuka,juz let me know okey!!),it more of like malay ppl say 'makan-makan' n i got the spirit of raya back..yahoooo!!

Satu Hari DI Hari Raya

Raya Yang Tak Raya..

sehari sblm balik kampung,diserang demam..

maybe over-excited sangat kot..

lepak jela..

the next day,bile sampai kampung..

demam xde tanda2 untuk pulih..

pegi kedai cari cool fever + sepapan penadol(hopefully by raya dah okey la)..



1st day Raya

start the day with solat sunat aidilfitri..

selepas itu,rumah diserbu..

almaklumlah my grandma's hse depan masjid..

demam stil on n off..

raya tetap raya,pedulikan demam..

menu for raya:nasi dagang(lauk kari ikan,ayam n udang),sate ayam,nasi impit kuah kacang,aneka kek n kuzi ayam..perghh..sedaaaaaap bangeeeet!

semua my dad's siblings datang..7 of them..

yang first skali sampai is ciksu(my dad's youngest sister)..

then followed by ayah mi,cikma,mummy yong,ayah jo,cik ngah n cik yah..

meriah habes..dengan cousin2 i yang sangat happening..anak2 cousin i lagi..

sangat best berkumpul ramai2..

petang raya..bile sume dah balik..i pun dah xlarat..

fever still on..

my dad brought me to the hospital..

the doctor check n found out that fever is still there n do the blood test..he even suggested for me to be admitted..

god!!its raya day n i hav to be admitted into d hospital..sungguh xbest..


2nd Syawal

dah sihat sket but having difficulty in breathing n batuk2..

movement agak terbatas because of the drip..

BUT..its raya..i was suppost to beraya not to stay in d hospital..

my cousin, che naza called suro datang rumah die beraya..i pun ingat mcm boley je but have to wait for the doc..

when the doctor came, he told me it was viral fever n i got Upper Respiratory Tract Infection..

memang la takde harapan nak balik..

lepak la i sengsorang kat hospital..

STRANGE but an exciting experience..

my dad's cousin(kak aida) datang melawat bawak kuih raya n come my uncle n d wife(ayah mi n cik yah) with lots of food(kuzi ayam,choc cake,kek buah,triffle)..perghhh..best sangat..

my good friend,ina pun datang with her mom n sis..

malamnya,both my mom n dad teman me at d hospital..they even sleep with their baju raya..kesian..(Thanx so much mama n papa for keeping me company at d hospital:)


3rd RaYa

dah mintak doctor nak balik coz our flight balik kl is in d evening..

the doctor xnak release lagi because he just wanted to start the antibiotic on me because the cough is getting worst..

tapi nak buat macam mane kan..have to go back..

lepas keluar hospital je, mood raya masih ade..so, we went to ina's hse which is nearby the hospital..

malamnye flight at 8.40pm..

itulah alkisahnye raya tahun ni kat kampung..raya yang xraya sangat..BUT STILL,ade time lagi nak qada'..hehehe..
ALHAMDULILLAH dah sihat sejahtera sekarang n tengah membina badan;)